Thursday, April 5, 2007

The Living Room at Randall Scott Gallery

The Living Room: A Marriage of Contemporary Art and Furniture
April 11th—May 19th
Opening Reception Saturday April 14, 6-9

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Ruby Osorio

Joe Biel
Julia Fullerton-Batten
Charles LaBelle
Erika Larsen
Cara Ober
Manuel Ocampo
Ruby Osorio
Nick Walker

furniture provided by Contemporaria

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Cara Ober

Randall Scott Gallery
1326 14th Street NW Washington,D.C. 20005
202-332-0806 (tel)
www.randallscottgallery.com

Curatorial Statement by Randall Scott:
Somewhere, long ago some art dealer leased a warehouse, a storefront, or an office and proceeded to remove everything inside it. They stripped it bare, exposed the concrete foundation, polished it and when it was ready, painted the walls white. The design echoed and a standard was developed. From galleries to museums, art centers and the corporate station this is how we have become accustomed to looking at art: object, separated from distraction in a clean room.

During construction last October, as I was stripping my gallery space bare, exposing the plywood foundation and eventually painting my walls a pure shade of white, I was thinking of this. Behind the handles of an industrial belt sander, the dust of 100 years of building history lingering in the air, I thought of the space's past. Not that it was once an office, or a Chinese laundry, or a brothel (which I was told it had been), but that it was originally someone's home.

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Julia Fullerton-Batten

It was then I decided to do "The Living Room Show." I wanted to show the relationship of visual art and the living space; after all, the living space is generally the desired destination for the artwork a gallery exhibits. It would seem fitting, if just for one show, to return the building to its original function, a place where someone once lived, surrounded by what may have been, his or her art collection.

I had a choice to make, do I design the living room the way people actually live, or do I deck the place out as my dream space. The thought of having well lived in, couch potato compressed sofas and coffee cup stained coffee tables stocked with four separate TV remotes appealed to my rebellious self. The thought of kids toys strewn about, and a gallery cat sleeping wherever it wanted was very inviting. But, the fluidity of an Italian/European design just was too much to get out of my head. I am, in fact in love with modern furniture design, a process involving the concept of creating function and aesthetic, in context with both the history of Modernism and a vision of the future. Modern furniture does require a clean design. But, the end result would be the same, Object, surrounded by objects, working in harmony.

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Manuel Ocampo

Since I have never fully recovered from my Ikea phase (which is ironic since I am in love with modern, non-particle board furniture), I contacted Deborah Kalkstein, owner of Contemporaria Georgetown. Deborah is a design goddess. Her sensibility and eye for the finest of furniture and her innovative interior designs I knew would be perfect. She will be designing the space and choosing the furniture from such designers as, Cappelini, MDA, and Minotti to name a few. Furniture both functional and works of art in their own right.

In choosing the artwork to integrate with the furniture design, I wanted artists who both technically work their surfaces, be it paint, graphite or photograph and create dialogue. I did not want work that was about formalistic attraction (that is, safe-pretty), I was looking for a collection of artists that understood formalism, grabbed it by the center of the tube and squeezed till understanding gave way to necessity of telling a story without necessarily "Telling" the story. Their work is not about how well they paint (and they can paint), or draw, or photograph, it is about how they understand and how they relay that understanding. Thus, the work can be entered on a number of levels, emotionally, intellectually and formalistically and can be lived with because it teaches, reveals and entices on a constant basis.

Wednesday, April 4, 2007

CV / Resume - Cara Ober

Cara Ober
3113 N. Calvert Street
Baltimore, MD 21218
443.622.3542
Website: www.caraober.com
Email: oldbra@yahoo.com


EDUCATION
2005 M.F.A. in Painting. Maryland Institute College of Art.
1998 M.S. in Art Education. Western Maryland College.
1996 B.A. in Fine Art. Phi Beta Kappa. American University.

AWARDS
2007 Second Place. Bethesda Painting Awards. Fraser Gallery. Bethesda, MD.
2006 Individual Artist Grant Recipient for Painting. Maryland State Arts Council.
2006 Best in Show Award. Stretched Tight Juried Painting Exhibit. Target Gallery. Alexandria, VA.
2006 Semi-Finalist. Bethesda Painting Awards. Fraser Gallery. Bethesda, MD.
2005-2002 Surdna Fellowship Recipient. MICA Tuition Scholarship.
2004 Juror’s Choice Award. Circle Gallery. Fall Juried Show. Baltimore, MD.
1996 Ellen Van Swinderen Award for the Outstanding Senior Art Major. American University.

CURATORIAL
2007 The Jolly Cowboy. DC Arts Center. Warhol Grant Curatorial Initiative. Washington, DC. March - April.
2006 Arbitrary Specifics. Sub-Basement Studios. Baltimore, MD. June – July .
2006 Liquid / Solid: New Contemporary Works by Abstract Painters. Rice Gallery. McDaniel College. Westminster, MD. May.
2006 From Sea to Shining Sea. District of Columbia Arts Center. Visual Arts Initiative Curatorial Program. March – April.
2005 Prodigal Summer. G-Spot Audio-Visual Playground. Group show of MICA MFA 2005 Graduates. July 1 – 30.
2004 Inward Gazes: Creating Pieces of the Identity Puzzle. Rosenberg Gallery. Goucher College. Baltimore, MD. November.

SOLO & TWO PERSON EXHIBITIONS
2008 Poempaintings. The Randall Scott Gallery. Washington, DC. February. (upcoming)
2007 Cursed Blessing. Gallery Imperato. Baltimore, MD. August – September 22.
2007 Prayers and Joking: New Works by Cara Ober. Flashpoint Gallery. Washington, DC. January – February.
2006 Moving Sideways. Moxy Studios. New Orleans, LA. December 1 – 30.
2006 An Accumulation of Little Things. Lump Gallery. Raleigh, NC. June 1 – 30.
2005 Passing Notes: A Visual Collaboration by Cara Ober & Julie Benoit. Spare Room. Baltimore. October 15.
2005 To Live Outside the Law… MFA Thesis Exhibition. Meyerhoff Gallery. Maryland Institute College of Art. June 28 – July 8.
2004 Secret Signs: New Paintings and Collaborative Works by Cara Ober and Julie Benoit. G-Spot Audio Visual Playground. Baltimore, MD. February - March.

Juried Exhibitions
2006 Test Patterns. Artscape Public Art Exhibition. Bunting Gallery, MICA.. July 1 – 30.
2006 Stretched Tight. Target Gallery. Torpedo Factory, Alexandria, VA. February 24 – March 26. Juror: Jack Rasmussen.
2005 MFA Graduate Exhibition. Arlington Arts Center. Arlington, VA. July 19 – August 27.
2005 Systematic. Delaware Center for Contemporary Art. Wilmington, DE. Juror: Kristen Hileman. February – April.
2004 Fall Juried Show. Maryland Federation of Art. Circle Gallery. Baltimore, MD. October 1 - 30. Juror Gerald Ross.
2004 Spring Juried Show. Maryland Federation of Art. Circle Gallery. Baltimore, MD. May 5 - June 1. Juror: Tonia Matthews.
2003 Critic’s Picks: Artist in Residency Program. Maryland Art Place. Baltimore, MD. March 23 - April 17. Curators: Carter Ratcliff and Eugene B.Redmond.
2003 Emerging Artists: Juried Show. Maryland Federation of Art, City Gallery. Baltimore, MD. Juried by Susan Isaacs. March. 2002 Definitions: MAEA. Contemporary Museum. Baltimore, MD. November 9 - December 21. Juror Helen Molesworth.

Group Exhibitions
2007 Fresh Art. Karin Sanders Gallery. Sag Harbor, NY. May 26 – June 20.
2007 The Living Room. The Randall Scott Gallery. Washington, DC. April 11 – May 19.
2007 I Believe. Creative Alliance at the Patterson. Baltimore, MD. Curator: Jordan Faye Block. May.
2007 Fresh Paint. Arlington Arts Center. Arlington, VA. Curator: Carol Lukitch. December – January.
2006 MAP turns 25. Maryland Art Place. Baltimore, MD. Curator: Julie Anne Cavnor. November – December 15.
2006 Femme Effect Part Deux. Gallery Imperato. Baltimore, MD. Curator: Jordan Faye Block. March 1 – 30.
2006 Mostre Rossi (The Red Show).Ferrara, Italy. October 5 – 24. Curator: Rachel Bradley.
2006 Fall Preview. Moxy Studios. New Orleans, LA. September 5 – 30.
2006 New Western Art. Studio Gallery 27. Steamboat Springs, CO. July.
2006 Riviera Triennial. Riviera Gallery. Brooklyn, NY. May 4 – 21.
2006 Here and Now. MSAC Exhibition at MICA’s Meyerhoff & Decker Galleries. Baltimore, MD. May.
2006 Women, War, and Resistance. Pascal Gallery. Anne Arundel Community College. Arnold, MD. March 24 – April 28.
2006 Hopes and Schemes: Paintings, Drawings, and Prints. January 13 – 29. The Riviera Gallery. Brooklyn, NY.
2006 Born to be Wild. Studio Gallery 27. Steamboat Springs, CO. January 21 – 26.
2005 By Invitation Only. Maryland Art Place. Baltimore, MD. November 1- 30.
2005 Faculty Exhibition. Towson University. Cade Gallery. Towson, MD. October 28 – November 30.
2005 Birds of a Feather. Tribes Gallery. 285 East 3rd Street, New York, NY. August 1 – 30.
2005 Under Construction. Current Gallery. Curator Michael Benevento. August 26 – September 11. Baltimore, MD.
2005 Spring Group Show. Cubicle 10. Central Ave, Baltimore, MD. May 1 – June 18.
2005 Picture Window. Sponsored by the Baltimore Office of Promotion and the Arts. Baltimore, MD.
2004 Systems, Codes, Chaos. Seed Vector Gallery Space. Baltimore, MD. October 1 - November 1.
2004 a journey. Chela Gallery. Baltimore, MD. March 6 - March 30.
2003 Pods: A Special Multimedia Exhibition. Whole Gallery. Baltimore, MD. Feb 22 - March 15.
2002 Disparate Voices. Rice Gallery. McDaniel College. Westminster, MD. October 21 - December 6.

PRESS
2007. The Baltimore City Paper. "Cursed Blessings" by Bret McCabe. August 22.
2007. The Washington Post. "In Painting Awards, Unexpected Outcomes" by Michael O'Sullivan. June 15.
2007 The Gazette. “Artists Ask Open Questions in Three Area Exhibit” by Claudia Rousseau. March 21.
2007 The Examiner. “Takes on Token: Object of Affection, Aggression, Reflection” by Robin Tierney. March 24.
2007 The Georgetown Voice. “A Local Artist’s Guide to Suburbia” by Madeline Anne Reidy. January 25.
2007 Washington City Paper. “Prayers and Joking” by Kriston Capps. January 24.
2006 Baltimore City Paper. “Great Outdoors” by Bret McCabe. July 26.
2006 Peek Review Volume Five. “Arbitrary Specifics” and “Interview with Curator Cara Ober” by Jack Livingston.
2006 Baltimore City Paper. June 26. “Underworld: Edgy Underground Group Show Well Suited to Gallery Space” by J. Bowers
2006 Baltimore City Paper. March 15. “Femme Effect Part Deux” by J. Bowers.
2006 Baltimore City Paper. March 1. Critics Picks: Femme Effect Part Deux at Gallery Imperato. By Mike Guliano.
2005 Baltimore Sun. November 2. “Daring Exhibits launch new art center at Towson.” By Glen McNatt.
2005 Baltimore City Paper. October 13. Critics Picks: “Passing Notes: A Visual Collaboration” by Bret McCabe.
2005 3rd Floor: A Portable Art Space. September Issue. Artist Bio and Color Reproduction of the oil painting “Carrier.”
2005 Washington Post. “On Exhibit: New Sensations” by Michael O’Sullivan.
2004 Baltimore Sun. December 9. “Intimate and Unsettling.” Review of Inward Gazes by Glen McNatt.
2004 Radar Review. Issue 12, December. “Inward Gazes” by Lauren Bender.
2004 Baltimore City Paper. October 13. “Seeds of Promise.” Review of Seed Vector Show by J. Bowers.
2004 Baltimore City Paper. October 6. “Critics Picks: Art.” Review of Matchbook at Spare Room.
2004 Baltimore City Paper: March 17. “Journey: A Traveling Art Show.” Review by Blake de Pastino.
2004 Baltimore City Paper: February 25. “Secret Signs.” Review by Ned Oldham.
2003 Radar Magazine: Issue 6, 2003. Review of Group Show at City Cafe by Lauren Bender.
2003 Maryland Art Place Critics in Residency Catalogue. “A Critic’s Notes” by Carter Ratcliff.
2003 Maryland Art Place Critics in Residency Catalogue. “Cara Ober” by David Page.
2003 Link Magazine Issue 8: Codex. MAP’s Critics in Residency program.
2003 Baltimore City Paper, March 19. “Critics Picks: Art.” Review of MAP Critics in Residency show.
2003 Radar Magazine: Issue 5, 2003. Preview of MAP Show.

Georgetown Voice Review of Prayers and Joking

"A local artist’s guide to suburbia"
by Madeline Reidy

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As I entered Flashpoint, a modest downtown gallery, I sensed I had unwittingly stumbled into someone’s home. At first I assumed it was the warmth of the room, a welcome comfort after braving the January wind. But after pondering a large sepia-toned canvas, I realized the flower at the top left corner bore an uncanny resemblance to the pattern on my mother’s sofa.

“I grew up in a house with a lot of wallpaper,” Baltimore artist Cara Ober recalls of her suburban upbringing. “I like looking at pretty fabric and pretty patterns, and for a while I didn’t think that those things were appropriate for fine art.”

Ober has since abandoned this notion. Her latest exhibit, “Prayers and Joking,” is a narrative series of twenty-one mixed media collages filled with nostalgic imagery, words and playful blotches of paint and ink. Mass-printed images of birds and flowers juxtaposed with scribbled phrases and formal text both obscure and redefine the domestic conventions they evoke. Her works would fit in with the decorative humdrum of Urban Outfitters, were it not for phrases like “our hell is the good life,” and printed words like “tried” and “trifle” that challenge the nature of the household imagery she tears apart and reevaluates.“It’s funny that the things you rebel against find their way into what you’re doing. I had to get to a point where I made peace with where I’m from and who I am,” Ober said.Though her work grapples with modern struggles of identity and conflict in middle-class America, Ober arrives at her universal statements through personal experience. Among her sources of inspiration are children’s dictionaries and stacks of vintage wallpaper, references from her upbringing that she wasn’t always so keen on using.

“I went through a phase where I decided I had to have everything planned out and everything had to be logical and had to make sense, “ Ober explained. “That was sort of part of the interrogation process of grad school … and I found it didn’t work for me. When I finished grad school, I had this epiphany that what I needed to say I could say with birds and flowers and ornamental things that I looked at all the time as a kid.”

The impulsiveness of Ober’s pieces invites a visual quest for meaning that shuns any sort of conventional arrangement. At once charming and ironic, Ober’s layered canvases seem to internally question their own aesthetic nature, a unique quality that warrants a closer look. While not nearly as impenetrable as purely abstract art, her compositions complicate graphic illustrations with hazy, neutral backdrops and layers of ink spills and penciled notes and doodles. Her work is as much about this spontaneous process as it is about the final product.

“I definitely don’t plan everything out…It’s just about putting something down on the canvas and then reacting to that and reacting to that. It has to be a spontaneous thing,” she said.

Contrary to the off-the-cuff nature of her individual pieces, the exhibit is organized in a clean, linear display, a convenient guide as viewers make their way around the perimeter of the room. But logical progression isn’t exactly Ober’s primary concern, “It’s not really a chronological narrative,” Ober said of her collective works. “A word that I like to use is an elliptical narrative. Things circle around and cycle inward and cycle outward.”

Ober’s indirect and often unconscious approach to her work is what makes her art compelling. It speaks of a truth that is not easily defined, one that is in constant flux and inevitably bears reference to a subjective context.

“Prayers and Joking” is currently on display at Flashpoint, 916 G St. through Feb. 10. The gallery is a short walk from the Gallery Place metro stop.

Washington CP Review 2.25.2007.

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There’s a great deal of text in Cara Ober’s multimedia drawings, much of it scrawled in that searching, cursive script so familiar to lovelorn diarists. Every piece in the Baltimore artist’s solo show at Flashpoint is fairly dripping with the stuff: snippets of emo-sounding lyrics, half poems, and fey aphorisms. Ober’s also fond of Courier, the “typewriter” typeface—lowercase letters only, of course—that has graced a million twee album covers. The block of free-association serif text (“filled with helpless letters”) that hovers in space in one piece is so saccharine, so conspicuously placed, that there’s no mistaking it for heartfelt expression. In Untitled #5 (the fourth of july), she even includes a typo in one poetic turn of phrase (“water, like light, forms it’s own edge”)—a gentle dig at the self-seriousness of confessional writing. Ober’s definitely being cool but not ironic. The images she paints, prints, and collages onto her canvases—letterbox stamps, illustrated flowers, fleur-de-lis designs, sketched bunnies, sketched hearts, sketched cakes—all draw from the same tween-to-teen iconography. These elements rarely gel in her blocky compositions, which are uniformly characterized by stiff images set adrift against khaki atmospheres. Patches of abstraction don’t give the pieces any motion, either—though Ober does have a way with washes, as evidenced by the Ed Ruscha–esque slice of words in Untitled #1 (priceless). While there’s a degree of arbitrariness to Ober’s execution, the concept itself is sound. She’s not exactly investigating girlhood, womanhood, or the state in between, but rather the artifacts that state inspires—the mark-making itself. Prayers & Joking: New Works by Cara Ober is on view from noon to 6 p.m. Tuesday through Saturday and by appointment, to Saturday, Feb. 10, at Flashpoint, 916 G St. NW. Free. (202) 315-1310. (Kriston Capps)

Our Hell is the Good Life

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our hell is the good life
2007
mixed media on canvas
60x50

Georgetown Voice Review of Jolly Cowboy

Georgetown Voice - Leisure
March 29, 2007

"I wanna be a cowboy, baby"
by Madeline Reidy

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An average, white-bread upbringing wouldn’t be complete without the cowboy dream. It may be as simple as that pair of boots with the spurs you saw at K-Mart, or those horseback riding lessons you took after you watched an old John Wayne film. Or maybe it is, as the exhibit “Jolly Cowboy” suggests, a complex mix of intangible fantasy and commercial delusion that has attracted hearts of all ages across the globe.
Curator Cara Ober’s latest exhibition attempts to demystify the world’s fascination with cowboys. Hosting a collection of work from artists of different backgrounds and ages, the “Jolly Cowboy” is more complicated than its title suggests. The diverse and playful artworks include an animated film montage, candy dots on paper and a pair of cowboy boots from Wal-Mart (retail value $11). All constitute the experiences and memories of individual artists who engage with the legendary icon of the Wild West, though the widely differing images suggest that the cowboy dream eludes clear definition.

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Among the more interesting works of the exhibit is ZoĆ« Charlton’s Bang!, a mixed media drawing in which a naked female in cowboy boots aims a gun (her hand) at her elongated shadow. The work, one of the few introspective pieces of the bunch, eroticizes the cowboy fantasy and invites a deeper look. Adding an interactive element to the exhibit is Jack Livingston’s hand-made book, “The True Story of Kit Carson, Jesse James and Me.” Before opening the book, the viewer must don white gloves resembling those out of a cowboy costume kit. Inside, the pages are filled with blurred images and text recounting a typical western battle between an outlaw and the sheriff. Though mundane, the narrative speaks of a nostalgia that pulls the viewer back into the memories of those elaborate cowboy games that almost every child constructs.

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None of the work boasts of any innovative technique or stunning artistic ability. Some of it, like the boots, required the minimal effort of rummaging through the children’s section of a cheap department store. Nevertheless, the simplistic elements of each piece drive at an authentic representation of the cowboy. For most, it is a fantasy of youth, one that fades as more realistic goals of becoming a doctor or a lawyer replace the dream of lassoing a wild bull or defeating the Indians. Likewise, for most of the exhibition’s artists, the idea of a cowboy conjures up colorful memories of candy-coated desert-scapes and elaborate games involving Jesse James and the Marlboro Man.

The success of the exhibit lies ironically within its incompleteness. The viewer may spend a great deal of time attempting to decipher meaning from the works, only to remain still confused over what exactly is intended by this strange collection. But the contradictory responses of the artists invite viewers to explore their own subjective experiences, and the mystery of the cowboy proves more intriguing than any singular characterization.

The “Jolly Cowboy” may not fully demystify the strange fixation Americans have with cowboys, but perhaps it is better left ambiguous. Whether the cowboy is a hero, a symbol of violence and cigarettes, propagator of fashionable leather, or all of the above, is up to the viewer to decide.

“Jolly Cowboy” is currently showing at the DC Arts Center, located at 2438 18th Street NW. The exhibit runs through April 8 and admission is free.

BIO

Cara Ober earned her MFA from the Maryland Institute College of Art in 2005 and BA from the American University in Washington, DC.

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A painter, teacher, and writer, Ober has exhibited her work recently in Baltimore at Gallery Imperato, at Flashpoint Gallery in Washington, DC, the Riviera Gallery in Brooklyn, NY, and at the Karin Sanders Gallery in Sag Harbor, NY. Cara is a 2005 MD Artist Grant recipient for painting, and keeps a studio in the station north arts district. Ober recently curated The Jolly Cowboy at the DC Arts Center, Arbitrary Specifics at Sub-Basement Artist Studios, as well as Liquid/Solid: Contemporary Abstract Painting at McDaniel College.

Press coverage for Ober's art exhibitions include the Baltimore Sun, the Baltimore City Paper, Washington City Paper, Georgetown Voice, Peek Review and Radar Review. Current projects include preparing for a solo show at Gallery Imperato in September, 2007, and a group show, 'Living Room,' at the Randall Scott Gallery in Washington, DC April, 2007.

Reivews

“Cara Ober is a magpie of suburban imagery. In her mixed-media paintings and drawings, she teases meandering narratives out of motifs from her upbringing such as wallpaper, textiles, reference books, tattoos, and graffiti, combining abstract and representational forms to explore communication, conflict, gender, and class on a two-dimensional surface.”
- Rebecca Lowery, Curator and Gallery Director at Flashpoint Gallery, 2007. www.flashpointdc.org

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“Cara Ober’s paintings are activated by eccentric juxtapositions that lead to quirky, open-ended narratives. Taken together, Ober’s works catalogue a full range of the more humble modes of human inscribing. She references stencils, the patterns of wallpaper and fabrics, tattoos, and illustrations from childhood books. At times, she also allows words to creep into her compositions. Like chipped and fading walls that have begun to reveal overlapping and embedded fragments from years of human efforts at decoration and expression, Ober’s paintings ask viewers to make sense of out-of-place scraps of imagery emerging against worn but still richly colored surfaces.”
- Kristen Hileman, Assistant Curator, Hirshhorn Museum, 2005.

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“Ober has taken her craft to the next level. She paints from the heart and the hip, imbuing her works with equal measures of memory and sexual tension. While maintaining her tendency to toss together crayon doodles, wallpaper swatches, elegant gold fleur-de-lis patterns, drawings of birds and flowers, and snatches of text, Ober has given herself free rein to experiment. These newer works, completed over the past year, exhibit a willingness to accept her uncanny ability to make completely disparate elements look somehow interrelated. Facsimiles of dictionary definitions, airplanes, and neon yellow flowers have augmented her calligraphic doodle style, and the pieces have become even more enigmatic and dreamlike.”
- J. Bowers, Baltimore City Paper, March 15, 2006. www.citypaper.com

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“Intimate and unsettling are indeed apt descriptions of the two dozen or so feminist-inspired works in this exhibition, which are both intensely personal and, in many cases, quite deliberately provocative. Ober notes that although she was taught in school that the alleged differences between men and women's art are wholly artificial social constructs, she never believed it. Men and women are different, she insists, and it is those differences that are, in large part, what makes the art women create so interesting.”
Glen McNatt, Baltimore Sun, December 9, 2004.

“One doesn’t know the story she is telling, but [know] it has everything to do with a sensibility’s elaboration of its possibilities. Ober holds our attention with a play of imagery that never quite settles into unpredictability.”
- Carter Ratcliff, MAP Critics Picks Essay, 2003. www.mdartplace.org

Artist Statement

I find beauty in all the wrong places. In my paintings, a cigarette butt with fuchsia lipstick kiss prints, or a soiled gingham tablecloth, can function simultaneously as holy icon and ironic joke. In the work that I do, I aspire to create the paradoxical, awkward, and enigmatic quality of heartfelt poetry on a graffitied bathroom wall. Unwittingly sitting there, gazing at the words scrawled through random layers of crude, and sometimes, elegant visual meanderings, an epiphany overtakes me. For an instant, I see the world as it really is: gorgeous in contradiction and absurdity, funny in generic blather, and authentic in poignant longing.

Of course, my conception of validity and splendor is entirely subjective, based on my suburban upbringing, my sense of humor, and my own tunnel-vision rebellion. Although I prefer to hint at my opinions rather than dictate, to tease rather than to rant, I intend my paintings to be provocative statements to challenge conceptions of beauty, value, and truth.

As I work, my paintings constantly generate new questions for me, and, as discoveries are made and truths revealed, more questions arise, invalidating earlier judgments. I allow myself to playfully harvest imagery from bourgeois forms of adornment: wallpaper, textiles, tattoos, and graffiti, allowing narratives to organically evolve. Whether heightened metaphor or harebrained anecdote, I craft my visual narratives with the cheapest, tackiest, and silliest ornamental nothings I can find, partly because I believe these ideas are culturally biased and, in part, because they are my birthright.

The formal questions that torture and delight me center on the unique range of marks the viscous media of paint affords me, and the awkward juxtaposition of linear drawing with it. I work in layer after layer, building up a surface, erasing past verdicts, and then looking back on buried decisions with nostalgia. Unselfconscious and hastily made marks intrigue me the most, but must compete with contrasting ordered systems for an argument to be raised on the canvas.

What do I want? Who do I love? How much is too much? How much can I stand to lose? The universal questions, for me, are the most personal, and, the more bewildering the answers to these questions, the more gratifying the search.